What I truly believe is simple, when you die and your heart stops it was proven that you still have consciousness for a few minutes and within these few final moments I believe you will see your entire life again as if you were born again and everything was planned. Then after your final moments when you see your death arriving again you are born again, But being born again you lose near all of your ability's such as knowledge, the power of wisdom the power to exist I do have memories of a past existence. Very minimal, but seems very real . I believe our inner energy source exists for eternity., passionate with things you once loved them the most Upon death, your soul continues to exist, just like it existed before birth. This lifetime is just a temporary experience in physical reality. You will experience many lifetimes in many bodies on many planets. What if death is a good thing but the society put it like a bad thing!? I wonder though, if its like a dream after you die, but you only know so much about the universe, what happens when you run out of dreams? Dreams are made of experiences and knowledge, so what happens when you run out it..? tell me, what are you without your memories, without your dreams, without your powers. I had to die eight times to find the answer of my life, so let me tell you..you 're just a small dust in a whole wild world after all.. “try and imagine what it would be like to go to sleep and never wake up” seeing as it’s not an experience i can only imagine it from another’s point of view. but if it’s the opposite of waking up after having never gone to sleep then won’t it be just closing your eyes to enter to a non existent world It would be your own reality Death is just like sleeping You dont have to work or think normally your free to do anything you want because you own your dream, you own this reality , this fantasy of yours.. So therefore, in the course of nature, once we 've been chosen to see no longer magic in the world anymore, we are no longer fulfilling nature’s game of being aware of it. There’s no point in it any longer. And so we die. And, so something else comes to birth, which gets an entirely new view. It is not, therefore, natural for us to wish to prolong life indefinitely. But we live in a culture where it has been rubbed into us in every conceivable way that to die is a terrible thing. And that is a tremendous disease from which our culture, in particular, suffers.

Far Away through the mist Mountains deeply miss Lovely Winters of ice the darkest skies In this time this night I leave my tears fall For those who seek the long gone sons Everything seems so dark and sealed Everything is killing me No light Dwells and never shall again No shine left Yet I will remain Frozen stars fall in their death Prayin' for mercy, clawin' for breathe Unfairly doomed before the birth darkness filled the air Feel my own doom (dont tempt me) Seek my poor soul ( embrace me ) Winter heal me ( awake me) Let me see my release

Wounds Dont heal the wounds let them remain abandon the flame escape the pain breathe in my fade reflection of sin within pain Embrace the pain Ripping apart Dismayed Abanadon the flame the promise of rain a lost fairytale A death In Vein abandon the flame escape a death in vein Screaming at the sky black clouds rise again mountains fall and fade As I fly away to my father's throne of innocence The breezing wind of vinter rises through the mist sendin' the souls to their path beyond the woods and up into the night emptiness Stare in silent disbelief of nightmares As the walls of wisdom left the scar Rage consuming the last light of love as the poison's runnin' through my veins Broken Past Leave the dust Fall in Line Embrace the night This is where light and dark collide the dreadful fate of my desire Day by Day the fairytale fades the dreams collapse the sky remains --- All that's left are memories Visions I no longer see the times has come to meet my rest before I kneel for one last time To find the life that burned alive the dreams collapse the sky remains

Dreadful night come stars above us whispers I hear waiting me to hear This path is your but there is a cause Through the shadows and upon the woods Suddenly a voice came deeply through the trees I was there in this void a dark and lost decease Trees were bleeding memories of the past I was seeking for an exiled land In these damned woods only war have roots forsaken dreams dead poems without means ghosts were hiding waiting for my choice before I rest before I breathe and die Breathe and Die One of them starred at me told me I am in need to see all he saw back then Upon these woods of grief Dreadful night comes stars above us whispers I hear waiting to feel Dreadful night comes stars above us whispers I hear waiting to feel This path is yours but there is a cause through the shadows and Upon the woods Dreadful night comes stars above us whispers I hear waiting to feel

Fadin' shadow under line All these years my path desires Shake and tremble, know the anger Refuse to see still I deny Silence remains to this heart of mine Blindness prevails treasure of time the rope of life beneath Your eyes would bleed before the truth the dream we shared was only mine After Darkness may I tell you What I saw beyond the dawn Garden of light Beyond the madness of all Lost shores of sea but still sincerely untouched of my soul I fought to Death for my own reasons to breathe and exist One final scream for what lies ahead And far Beyond your gracious worlds I step away Let me rest now my memories And please remember these final words I say As I walk through the shadows of time And let this be my prime let this be my end through the Garden of your eyes Silence remains to this heart of my line Blindness prevails treasure of time the blessed life Thunder of light beyond the greatness of all Lost shores of sea but still sincerely untouched here comes the dark of mine the lair of emptiness unleash the dawn before your love oh.. before your love

Shaking the nightmare the burden the ground in my sorrow of angels creating this vow I standed alone yet my soul hit the throne creators of terror abandoned the law The Heavens assembled against me that night The light-me escaped as the skies felt with shine Fire of tears left me grounded and die The King left the hall through the obedience of lie Father Is this fair Is this judgement.. Answer me The Days turned to nights and the skies fell in dark Wishin' the pain be replaced in my heart The Blizzard of exile soon teared me apart my wings of eternity lead me the path Unwillingness blind-men the wisdom is gone the blood of the chosen can't live anymore for I shall fall faceless in pain and undone Until the forsaken will rise through my dawn Faithless Crimes Ruthless times Look Look in my eyes I set free I set free my life A flood of silence my world becomes so real they left me to ashes dont blame me for your sins The Father who made you regret his own kind they kept us in heavens for no reason why But now I see clearly eternity failed Knowledge brings horror in my godless face Dont doubt your mistakes the knowledge remains More fears and temptations Embrace your salvation The Black Vinters soon came and told me to leave This world of enlightment as I used to be The Blizzard of exile looked up to the sky Searchin the reason that God left his child There's pointless of tryin' to leave all behind There's no other choice for me but steppin' aside All I shall do now acceptin' the end Given my soul a fair reason to rest a reason to rest a reason to rest Father i Miss my home No one cared of how I felt A child alone in this world of fade exist in emptiness The sky sealed it's gates Once and for all Father come forth and let all this flow.. -'Father??'' ''Father'' -''Come my child, Its time to go'' - ''I'm your son..and you..rejected me...'' -'' Home is upon us..the gate awaits'' 'No...not this time..No..'' - ''Begone!. Get out of my sight'' - ''SON''...NOT ANYMORE!'' (NIV) Isaiah 14:12 ''How you have fallen from heaven, O morning star, son of the dawn. You have been cast down to the earth, you who once laid low the nations. You said in your heart 'I will ascend the heaven. I will raise my throne above the stars of God. I will sit enthroned on the mount of assembly, on the utmost heights of the sacred mountain. I will ascend above the tops of the clouds. I will make myself like the Most High. ''

Winter is upon us my eyes are now alive The pack is running now again through the woods of icy nights Yet I still can't understand the pain of the price I will pay Fearless Novembers Undead Decembers the rest of your brothers praying They always prayed for you not to come and do the right thing for you I once loved you more than you ever knew I've never meant to hurt you at all My thoughts are soon be wandered And soon, Soon I will be gone away Please please my Dear February Do your task and never never show up Let there be emptiness let there be blank So I will keep my feet on the ground As my heart will always last as my heart will always last The Nights are getting darker long there I stood watch yet my love is still alive and well but soon I will be gone The pack is crying the moon is dying the woods whispering to grief for the chaos which arrives Yet my love is still alive and well though my eyes fade though I walk through the shade Please please my Dear February Do your task and never never show up Let there be emptiness let there be blank So I will keep my feet on the ground As my heart will always last as my heart will always last Dont make me heat my winters Dont make me hate you because from all the sons that I've created you are the most beloved of all Dont take her away from me I go insane please please dont take her away Please please my Dear February Do your task and never never show up Let there be emptiness let there be blank So I will keep my feet on the ground As my heart will always last as my heart will always last I go insane I go insane

Through the shade and through the mist in different times of elder springs A fair old memory desires to rest a lonely king and his hopeless quest Far beyond his dreadful woods far beyond his endless wounds a beautiful spring desires to speak in icy winters forever to see.. In exiled lands this king she saw a breathless vision with chains and soul she tried to remember she tried to escape to reach the time to reach her fate But the King's life came to an end before she came the King himself in the last breathe he said.. ''my Northern Sky... Forever to see the Road to breathe the road to life My Northern Sky All these years and all these fears had passed me by My Northern Sky I've spent my life to find the place to smile my face Once again I've lost my pride to see you again to hold you tight.. My Northern Sky'' 'cause you will always be near 'cause you will always be in my heart My Northern Sky.. My Northern Sky

Far beyond your fallen dawn beneath the stars above the night The storm of mind betrays my one and only light This path forsaken me As the years long gone I already forgot barely reach the memories I once made in this home all alone.. Everything Fades away Everything fades away Our seeking loves who are lying dead From dust to ground in this bloody earth Everything fades away Everything fade away I always knew the sky I always hoped to shine I'll never seek the light But exiled is my life In the path of years Through the face of times

Lost and gone in icy lair through the darkness of my age mistakes are here and always will forsake the path embrace the will We always hurt ourselves to see for whom our heart will barely bleed whisper cries among the shades but still that ocean shall never fade My heart is cold and I grow Old cursing the years the tears I've spent through your eyes I found a shore an Exiled Eden , A dream to share so many answers I have to know still I will hold you forevermore forevermore I see the stars are falling down beneath the words of void and shout Drown by tears of purity to find the lost serenity My mind my pain my sight my ways your soul surrounds my ground face In this time In this place Erase my fade The sands of time will hold you tight away from me then you will still see the burning skies will burn alive in the void of fire In the last tear of purity through the mist the edge of night Oh cant you feel my heart How deeply desires to rise You can't refuse to see the day Stars wont laze my gaze tonight withold the fears of isolate engage my fear and kill the pain just kill the fade.. Oh my love please take my pain away I can hear your distant voice in me Sweet fair dream lead me astray For how long I've searched for you Oh now I need you In the last tear of purity